Well, just now I had a dinner with W/O David, company’s new officer n Lai. I had a fun time with them 2nite. I feel so great chit chatting with them. We also went 2 watched a movie namely “The Day the Earth Stood Still”. Cool man, the movie was so great n got hidden message 2!! I feel better after telling W/O David regarding my problems and he guided me so much. Perhaps, this is the person that God has assigned 2 me 2 tell me what I need n what I should do!! N I realized that he has many common characteristics as mine 2!! LOLXD. It’s a truth that I once again lost my way again after SPM n so empty that I don’t know what should I do after SPM examination. Hmm. Honestly, I had a dream one weeks ago, I think that’s a sign or a message that God wants me 2 do. He wants me 2 go back 2 company n serve Him. I’m not 2 sure at first but decided 2 go back and try first. Tat’s it I went back 2 company last Saturday although I promised not to do so. That day, I was stunned when Rev Tiong shared something with all of the boys but I just really feel like God speaking with me. The words “If u want 2 shines, then shines through BB” and“God is our greatest officer not the officers in our company” waked me up to understand that He, The Almighty God wants me 2 go back!! T_T, but I still doubting if that’s just an accident. That night I watched a movie namely “Kung Fu Panda”. Through the movie,God sending me 2 messages. “Master Wu Gui Telling Master Xifu tat there’s no accident that panda was chosen 2 b Dragon Warrior” and “Master Wu Gui also telling panda that yesterday is a history, tomorrow is a mystery and today is a gift”!! I was so touched and realized that that was a sign from God!! I want 2 go back 2 BB and continue to serve but I’m now facing 2 many obstacles. I can’t go back as I need 2 works for 2 month next year from January and February. Then, I need 2 go National Service from March till June. If want to go back, maybe will be the next year’s mid of June. I’m now still struggling 2 overcome those obstacles. My problems seen 2 be increasing from day 2 day. I hid my problems and I don’t like 2 shares with my friends too. All these things change when W/O brought me 2 had a dinner just now. I realized that he was facing the problems just like me. Like William Shakespeare once wrote “To be or not to be”. Now, depends on me how m I going 2 face it, only myself can help myself. I believe so. He also told me 2 keep praying and keep asking God for guidance as we, a human being r weak and only through God, we will see hope and having salvation. Besides, he also asked me 2 be patience as the company will b changing soon. True speaking, this is d another officer who understands what we teenagers really need after Lt Hu. Tomorrow will have a meeting at W/O Kang’s office. HAIZZZ,,,,, I feel scare 2 go lah as I heard Captain will b presents 2!! I know I have to face it although I don’t want to. I will do this for my Heavenly Father, the King!! Once again, I hope I can through here and “THANKs” W/O David for taking me n Lai go out as well as the food’s bill and his guidance. I also want 2 take this opportunity to “THANKS” God for guiding me although sometimes I don’t really realized it.
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