Rider’s Journey

Well, 2day i joined Youth Service at da Xin Fu Yuan Church!! 2 of my frens n i migrated from Wesley 2 Xin Fu Yuan. Da place is reli filled wif da Holy Spirit n i sensed da God’s staying wif us! Population is almost same like in Wesley jz Xin Fu Yuan Youths r divided into different groups n more systematic. We r warmly welcomed by da members n we got a souvenir of membership!! Da members inside r reli friendly tat caused me feel hard 2 leave da church! Besides, Da songs tat we sang consists of different languages! Da talk’s aso reli meaningful by da priest! Da talk is taken from Bible "Taming the Tounge", James chapter 3. We aso watched a short video clips! N last 10minutes, we haf a group discussion!! After tat, we sang a ending song 2 end our service 2day! Soon, i’ll bring more ppls 2 join da service at Xin Fu Yuan Church! Tis is da place whr i can reli relax n enjoy worshiping our God if compared 2 Wesley Youth Service!

light dim slowly, dark spread fast!
in the dark, search for light!
Good or evil, light or dark?
which’ll u choose?

(grab 4 light)       

    (share the light)

hard to follow the light, easy controlled by the dark!
share the light, abandon the dark!
world or paradise, hell or heaven?                   what’s your decision?

Well, tml will b da father’s day but my siblings n i celebrated it jz now, one day earlier cos my dad will b going 2 Beijing tml! We jz celebrated it like celebrating our birthday!! We asked dad 2 cut da cake n we ate a slice of cake which bought by my sis. Simple, doesnt it? 1st time in my life time i celebrating father’s day!! LOL..

While we r still young, our father work so hard in order 2 feed da family!
When we grow up, we jz take watever we wan as we like wifout saying "10q"!
After tat, we jz send them 2 old folk’s home!!
Issit da way tat we pay bak da grace tat was given by our father?

Love Father = Love Heavenly Father
Respect Father = Respect God
Obey Father’s words = Obey God’s word

Do u all reli wanna noe y i resigned from prefectorial board? R u all reli care it? O u ppl jz reli happy tat i resigned? ok then. i review da reasons i left.

1)Useless, irrational, dumb KP
Since last year, i noe tis KP lack of leadership spirit n i try 2 assist him but he jz dun mind about it! I noe i’m jz 16years old kid ma. C wat happened 2 da prefectorial board. Honestly, i tell u all, prefect is not special!! We can count them as a lower status if compared 2 normal students! Y? Dun u all feel mad when suddenly a prefects who r poor in appearance catch u after perhimpunan by saying u wif long hair/smt? r tis prefects we declare them as our "role modal" o jz "school rubbish"? Who shall responsible 4 all tis ‘poor’ prefects? I feel ashamed 2 b in tis meaningless prefectorial board! I tink tis is one of da causes our sch’s discipline is getting poorer than poorer! KP, y r u scolding me 4 jz sm words from ur frens? Issit tat, 100% true? R u a rational leader? U always scold me wifout investigating it 1st, y? U aso noe our zone nid 2 begin duty at 6.30am while other zones start at 6.40am. me day day late? issit true? If u dun trust me, from da beginning u dun haf 2 choose me as ur zone leader!! I’m enough!! I took care da bak gate wif fear!! I’m wondering wat’ll happend 2 me n my partners if i make one mistake/making naughty student angry!! Honestly, if smt happened, i rather myself get beaten than my 2 partners who r innocent!! Y cant u show ur cares 2 others? U r 2 selfish!! During exam, whr were u? enjoy doing revision at ur class, dont u? Issit wat u call responsible in order 2 score well in exam?

2)Pressure from 3 direction!!
I haf 3 problem from 3 direction! I cant even handle it well! I’m 2 forcing myself 2 da limit!! I’m tired n i reli nid da rest!! "sun will appear after rain, more tough journey Is wating me"! 1st problem is from BB! I’m a sgt in da coy now! I haf many works nid 2 b done! I nid 2 take care of recruits, teach them Target Award, senior advance drill n tis year i nid 2 prepare 4 BB 40th anniversary! There r one reli poor NCO is also assigned 2 recruits section!! Unfortunately, tis guy nvr help out but causing me a lots of trouble!! I’m reli dead end!! I’m trying hard now 2 let go as many things as i can!! i noe i’m almost done!! 2nd problem is from prefectorial board! I received complains from KP since last year! Everyday, i tink over n over tis problem n i reli suffer a lot thinking of tis things! Sm1 making false complains!! 3 times, i being backstab n scolded by KP!! Tis world is reli no fair, no wonder our finger all grew in diff length!! Besides, i nid 2 tink a lot of ways 2 dealing wif those naughty students!! N i’m also fear my partners’ n my safety!! KP jz come 2 bakgate mayb smtime 3-5 times a month!! B a prefect is not an easy task!! 3rd problem is still i nid 2 keep it as a secret. so, i’ll not review it!! Onli those who r reli close to me can noe about it!! All tis three pressure combine become a mountain of burden pressing me hardly n disrupts my study in sch!! I reli repent 4 nt doing well in my exam n taking study as a serious matter!!

3)Frens
All of u r jz haf da same mind!! Look down at those naughty students!! Yes, i’m proud 2 tell u tat i’m frens wif them!! They r reli my gud frens since primary sch!! Cant i chat wif them? Wat’s in ur mind, KP? Affect prefectorial board’s reputation? In Bible, did Jesus make frens by picking? Sure not! All of us r his frens! I dun wan 2 let my frens 2 get lose n i wan 2 spread da GUd News 2 them 2! I wan 2 share my God 2 them! One day i hope them will accept Christ as their personal Saviour 2. M i wrong/ u ppl jz jealous?

Father in heaven, forgif me 4 writing my feeling in my blog tat might hurt sm1!! I aso ask u 2 forgif those who sin against me! I noe u’ll always b wif me n i noe i can trust in u!! Jz tis is da inner words tat i reli hope smone will understand me!! My soul filled wif sorrow n anger when i tink of tis matter. But, I still ask u 4 guidance. I rather those ppls hate me than care me! In Jesus name tat i prayed! Amen!

a Meaningless work, shall I continue?
reaching Detour, which shall i Choose?
why Must i care To?
shall I Avoid to Face It!

well, i feel relax n feel joyful after listened 2 tis song!! It’s meaningful till i would like 2 share wif u all!!

Title: Come, now is the time to worship!
Singer: Hillsong

"Come, Now is the time to worship. Come, now is the time to give your heart.
Come, Just as you are to worship. Come, just as you are before your God. Come.

One day every tongue will confess you are God, One day every knee will bow.
Still the greatest treasure remains for those who gladly choose you now!!"

Message 2 my frens: well, it’s still not 2 late 4 u all 2 accept Jesus Christ as your personal God n Saviour!! Dun 4get 2 10s him 4 wat he had done 2 u whether it’s gud o bad!! Gud luck!! God Bless..

I went 2 a camp held by MY Centre Sibu last saturday till monday (24/5/08-26/5/08)!! Tis camp was so fantastic till now i still can recall back da sweet memories inside da camp!! Tis camp was joined by more than 8 other schs students like catholic high, wong nai siong, smk tung hua, methodist, sacred heart, deshon n etc!! Well, da activities inside was interesting 2!! we were divided into 9 group wif 7 members each. 1st day of da camp, we gather at MY centre, then we went 2 Sibu Diocesan Pastoral Centre by bus. Like other camps, we haf a fellowship among students from diff sch. We haf attented 4 courses in da camp by Teacher Shi. Of course, thr were games inside.. All da games r slightly diff from da camp i joined b4!! last nite of da camp, we haf our talent nite!! 9 group which r combined become 3 big group shows out their talent! We haf sketch, fashion shows n promotion presentation!! last day of da camp, we jz clean up out belonging n then we all Home Sweet Home!! Hopefully, i’ll joined it next year!!

 Well, today is my
happiest day in my life!! 1^st of all I want 2 take this 2 thanks my
heavenly Father!! I want to praise you, Lord! This is the day that u had made!!
By Your graces n your blessings, today I become a president boy!! It is a great
honors that this award is presented by my 1^st captain(1^st
Sibu BB), Rev Chris Tomlinson!! I also can’t believe he was the only person who
talked with me yesterday (Friday), during our band performance 2 welcoming
those old teachers, rev n some of the missionaries back 2 the school!! He told
me: “Your 1^st captain sure will be proud of your company!!” “From a
small company become a big company!!” “How many peoples are now in the
company?” He asked me. “About 300 plus!!”, I replied him and he congratulated
our coy for a good job!! I never thought of he’ll b talking with me yesterday
till this afternoon he reach the church!! I shocked n I suddenly feel
blur!! Tonight, we (B.B.) occupied
almost 1/3 of a 100 tables in civic centre during my church 50^th
anniversary thanksgiving dinner!! Actually, 1^st Sibu BB had grown rapidly since 40 years ago!!
Now, our member had reached 600 plus including junior boys and primers!! I’m
sure that 1^st Sibu BB will continue 2 grow!! Glory is the Lord who
appointed Rev Chris Tomlinson to start the church 50 years ago
(1958) as well as BB, 40 years ago (1968)!! Lord, I ask for Thy mercy to
continue to bless the church, rev, pastors, missionaries, youth ministry workers n etc!!

   I feel so disappointed 2!! One of da members told me it’s 2 unfair 4 them tat we as a NCO can haf any awards test anytime as we wish but they can’t!! Tis reminded me about my sgt!! Sgt, u r jz same as me, we both drop our quality as a NCO!! But my quality drop is due 2 my personal problem but ur quality is due 2 achieve president badge!! Due 2 acieve da badges, u avoided ur reputation!! All my 21 badges is obtained wif my own patience in time, my tears, my sweat n even my blood!! Wat about u?? U jz simply test those awards!! It’s 2 unfair 2 others!! It’s 2 annoying 2 voice it but now our own boys questioned me!! I onli shocked n empty!! Wat can i say?? lie 2 him??

  Wake up, wake up my beloved fren!! U r 2 self-center!! U r 2 selfish!! U r 2 arrogance!! U cos many ppls hated u!! U r 2 kind n bother help others yet it’s wasting thy time 2 help someone who don’t even mind 2 help himself!! Thy love 2 them maybe is worth 4 u but it aint work like wat u think in thy mind!! U made thy decision by thy own wifout discuss it wif us, thy frens!! "Power" has blinded thy eyes since u haf been promoted a year ago!! U r so dumb, tis life is not as simple as u wish nor wan yet we live by God’s grace n according 2 his will!! Mr.H. asked me one interesting question llb4.. He asked me whether is me who’ll change d world o d world’ll change me!! Wat about u? I think u odi affected by da surrounding environment!! plz wake up b4 it’s 2 late 4 u 2 turn bak!!